SHERYLCHUA(: ♥♥♥

went home straight after school. changed and left, met faith at angmokio mcdonalds. had lunch there and talked a little. took bus to RC for prayermeeting after that.

followed on, and met priscilla at school. went for the secondary 1 orientation campfire. (: it was much better than mine i guess. it was so funny. cause i told wenyao i want to know seconday1 people, as he was in-charge of one class - 1/3 , he asked them to greet me. so funny. i didnt even hear, then they jeered. =.= hah.

there was this time where priscilla, juneguan and i had a talk. well, i'll really take your advices, and seriously, the thing doesnt really bother me now, i cant say completely, cause both of you will never believe me. but yet, it's not really there anymore. i know what you're trying to get into my mind, i'm sorry that i was rather emotional then ? hah. sorry !! but ya, i understand you all mean well, still, wna let you all know, there's a difference from the past already.

one thing, some just tend to misunderstand me. like, whenever he's there, and i appear, my reason to be there, MUST to be because of him. that's SO WRONG. i'm rather sick of getting misunderstood every now and then that when ever there's an event and both of us happen to be there, the reason must be me trying my every means wanting to see him. another, becoming a christian because he's one. let me tell you, that's so wrong.

take for example, today, sec 1 orientation. many just assume that i go there because of him. seriously, if clifford didnt ask me to go, i wont even be there today, no matter what. that's a fact, so if you can, dont make such assumptions ? yeaps, cause i'm still in the mist of getting everything off my mind and like until how priscilla and juneguan described.

heard this from juneguan, from a guy's perspective. it's better not to be friends anymore, than acting we're friends. to you, thats what you think of ? well alright. what you want is actually me is totally not to like you anymore. if that's all you want, oh well, it's happening soon.

through it all.

♥ sher

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